Dear Nana,

Today is January 14th, 2020 and it's been 15 days without you here. I've never missed someone this much in my life. You were one of the few people who were a constant in my life and help shaped me into the person I am today. Every morning I wake up and watch a video...

What hurts and why?

So I come here emotionally hurting. This TTC journey is not easy and it's even harder when you never really have any answers. As you know my husband and I have been trying for 2 years to conceive. Throughout the past two years we have grown our circle of friends and then along with that...

How I’ve Been Feeling Since My HSG Test?

This past month has been extremely weird when it comes to my body. My body has been giving me many mixed signals but I am definitely not pregnant. So whats going on and what happened in my month following my HSG test? Lets get into this! After I came home from the hospital, after my...

LAS VEGAS – JUNE 2020

Where to start? Las Vegas has become one of my favorite places to go with my friends. From childhood memories with friends and family to new memories I am building with my new extended family. This trip was extremely special to me because since deciding to really try to get pregnant I am no longer...

Mini Update: HSG Test & SA Test

So we finished my HSG tests and my husbands Semen Analysis. Today we had a follow up with my doctor find out the results and see what the next steps are for us. He looked over everything and I was beyond relieved when he informed me everything looks good with me. He mentioned that all...

Dear Kenneth Veal,

Today we had to lay you to rest. I can't even explain the heartbreak I have had in my heart since hearing about the news. It's so crazy how as we grow up sometimes we grow apart and lose touch. I am sad about that. I am sad that when I thought of you I...

HSG Test – Personal Experience/ How to Prepare/ What to Expect if you have Vasovagal Syncope

Hello everyone. So in my previous post I talked about how my doctor ordered some labs for me as well as ordering an HSG test (or Hysterosalpingography). This test is an X-Ray that outlines the shape of your uterus and fallopian tubes to see if there is any possible damage or blockage. They check this...

It’s Time For Me To Come Clean…

So it has been a minute since posting on here but I have been trying to get my life together. From moving from a one bedroom apartment to moving into a two bedroom apartment until we find a house, to getting another dog for our little family. to trying to start a family for 18...

Ringing in 2019!

***Super Late Post! However I still wanted to write about what has happened and what is left to come. Happy 2019 everyone! Welcome to the New Year! This year I am starting the year off in a new home! We moved right before New Years and it is so nice to have our own place...

Missing Monday #5: Zackery Brewer (Nampa, ID)

Zackery Brewer was your average teenage boy; who loved playing basketball and was a social butterfly at school. Zack was raised by single mother, Korrey Brewer. It was difficult for her sometimes raising her sons so her friend Javier Guillen Aguilar offered to help assist with her son Zack. Korrey states, “He came across very...